Friday Jul 31, 2009

8 years and counting...

Another year and another milestone with my battle with cancer.  8 years cancer free.  I view it as having two birthdays: September 14th, when I came into this world and August 1st when I was given the chance to fight for 8 more years.  My life odometer is approaching 49 and it seems like yesterday that I noticed my blinking "check engine light."  I recently got my (now yearly) dose of needles, xrays and the seldom loved CT scan.  While I have had my urologist reset the engine light for another year, general health maintenance is always wise.  Not that I desire anymore needles since my second birthday, I was just treated to a cortisone injection into my left shoulder to help fight arthritis and shoulder stiffness.  The pain relief was instant but my eyes got wide with what looked like a pipe instead of a syringe.

Another year has passed and there are people who have lost the battle.  It remains difficult for me to hear of people in my local community who did not get that 2nd birthday as given to me.  Children who have lost the battle to cancer remains the most troubling for me.  While I have had the opportunity to grow into an adult, no child deserves to have their short life ended prematurely due to an illness.  Surviving over children who have lost the battle with cancer still causes me some guilt.  Knowing that I am a fighter brings some relief.  The majority of the relief comes from talking about the illness and promoting early detection via education.  Get yourself a yearly checkup no matter what is your current situation.  I'm living proof.  You are no different than an automobile when it comes to maintenance and early detection.  Continuing to drive with your check engine light on is basically denial which can prove costly for your automobile as well as yourself.

I admire Lance Armstrong for his cancer battle.  He inspired me and keeps me going with mine.  Farah Fawcett remains a remarkable woman for the documentary of her own battle with cancer that she ultimately lost.  Patrick Swayze is as courageous as anyone could be with his own battle with cancer.  With these type of people as inspirations (Randy Pausch included), I cannot stop fighting for those who have lost the battle with cancer. 

I'll keep fighting for you, one second birthday at a time...


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Tuesday Jan 20, 2009

44th P.O.T.U.S. - Yes We Can

Today the 44th President of the Unites States of America is sworn into office. For me it signifies not only eliminated barriers but also the beginning of new horizons.  Horizons that parallel past frontiers that once seemed impossible to tame.  World wide economic woes have linked countries together.  It's ironic that this linkage also holds the solutions for the recession.  Some nations need to lead, but it will require more from the followers as well.  Don't expect one person to go about and fix it all.  "Yes we can" is about everybody, everywhere getting the inspiration to help change your nations situation as well as your own. 

As someone who is fond of history I'm currently reading the biography of Franklin Delano Roosevelt.  His leadership and inspiration during the Great Depression was a catalyst.  FDR's personal ailments and struggles as a polio survivor were part of that catalyst.  While no nation's leader is ever lacking of critics, FDR included, he served during a very difficult period of time.  His New Deal programs and the struggles of that time have been told to me numerous times by my parents.  My parents watched my grandparents struggle through the Great Depression.  In some ways those stories have shaped me.  FDR's voice and words were his medium.  One did not see a man ravaged by polio in steel braces, but rather a leader who inspired many to solve problems. His famous quote, "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself" during his inauguration speech is so appropriate.

"Yes we can" is for all.



Wednesday Aug 01, 2007

August 1st 2001 - August 1st 2007 -- 6 years and counting...

Today I hit the 6 year mark of battling cancer.  I'm still here on this earth and feel very fortunate.  For those of you who find yourself in a similar battle keep up the fight!  If you know of someone who is battling this disease, support them the best way that you can.

Six years ago today I was handed a very significant challenge to beat.  Nothing is more sobering than having your health instantly taken away from you with a severe diagnosis.  I want to beat the odds and be part of a company that can demonstrate this as well. On this anniversary day I don't want to talk about my battle, but rather remember 2 people. A neighbor and friend, who fought bravely, but both did not reach a 5 year cancer free anniversary.  First there was Joseph.  A young boy who did not see double digits of age here on earth.  He had the courage and drive of a young lion.  During his short life he managed to pack a full agenda of activity into his precious day, even when he was sick from his therapy and surgeries.  His battle was fought over a period of a few years.  At the later stages of his battle he knew he was going to die and was at peace with what was about to happen.  Joseph died but deserved better.  I can still see the image of a boy who is my hero.  He was a brave heart.

Sharlene was the wife of a childhood friend.  I have known this friend since we were both in kindergarten.  Sharlene had three children ages 4, 3 and 1 when she died of cancer.  She was diagnosed with stage IV melanoma, which is one of the deadliest forms of cancer when discovered too late.  I cannot forget the time I had to provide my friend an honest opinion on a last chance effort she was desperate to pursue.  Talk about integrity and character of cheating people...  The so called cancer cure claimed to be able to cure up to 90% of the cancer in a patient.  The treatment was not medicinal but rather a vitamin and herb regiment.  It was extremely difficult but my childhood friend asked me to be honest with him.  I remember the words I said.  "Mike any treatment has to cure 100% of the cancer in order for it to be a cure."  He thanked me but knew that his family was grasping at any sense of hope.  Sharlene died and deserved better.  I asked Mike how does he cope?  He told me he straps on a suit of armor before getting out of bed every day. He then takes it off at night and falls apart only to be ready for the next day by suiting on the armor the next morning.  He is also a firefighter so maybe he was prepared for trauma through his occupation.

Talk about integrity and courage.  We can all do better.  I'll keep fighting for Sharlene and Joseph...

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